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Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Post-Mortem:Post Boards

Taking the board exams is perhaps the culminating event for all courses that have one.

At one glance, people can easily and carelessly think or say things like "it's just another exam" or "you've been studying that for years, how hard can it be?" But in reality, or in the reality of those who have taken or will take the board exams, that's not entirely the case.


THE DIFFERENCE
Yes, inside the comforts of our classrooms, we do take exams much like that of the boards regards the purpose: to test us how much we have learned and understood, and how prepared we are to practice our chosen professions. But in real life, there is a world of difference between those exams that we take inside the classroom and the board exams.

For one, preparing for an ordinary exam is very different from if you're preparing for the boards. But more than the preparation, the main difference would have to be the weight of the consequence/s of the results of the board exams. In taking such exams inside the classroom, we have much more confidence than while we are taking the boards. This is because we have that "safety net" mentality; in which when we fail an exam in school, the gravity of the consequences of failing do not bear much weight as compared to when you fail the board exams. It follows that having such mentality, we believe that "we can always try again next quiz/exam" or that "we still have the removals, etc." as compared to failing the boards, you would have to repeat the long arduous months of preparation, of literally, sleepless nights, 24/7 experience of anxiety, and the feeling that your hormones are in overdrive, making you hypersensitive to any stimuli.


BOARDS:BIG
The BOARDS is a big word, and I mean it literally and metaphorically speaking. It is so big, just one month with it will bring about change/s in you in ways you can only imagine. The phrase, "make or break" applies; It can indeed make you a better person or it can break you inside-out. There are no gray areas; during the preparation, you'll be able to understand yourself more as well as the people around you.


THE CHANGES
The board exams is an agent of change: it will bring about a whole new you physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
Physically
During the months of preparation, it is indeed advisable that an examinee discover and establish a routine and a diet which would make him/her be at his/her most functioning capacity. A physically healthy mind and body is a necessity that one has to acquire and or maintain at least until the moment that you pass your last exam questionnaire and answer key to the proctor.

Eating the right foods is essential. I know you're thinking, "hell, I'm overworking myself, I should at least be able to eat anything that I want!" That's true, we people tend to overeat or retreat to comfort foods when we're stressed. But as the first sentence of this paragraph entails, it is essential and more advisable that even if we do eat a lot, we should at least 'eat right'.

The diet should include less carbs, and more food for the brains!
Bear with me as I describe some mechanisms or technicalities to help you understand why you should eat right during the boards season. According to studies, diets with high levels of carbohydrates have a negative effect on our level of consciousness. Dietary carbohydrate intake has been shown to increase the plasma concentration of tryptophan, a precursor of serotonin and sleep-inducing agent (Afaghi, et. al., 2007). Serotonin is an agent of the brain which induces a calm or relax state. It was found that meals with high levels of carbohydrates help to shorten the onset of sleep and thus, helps to induce sleep faster. Carbohydrates are generally thought of as good sources of energy since it readily converts glucose into energy. However, it is a double-edged blade, since not only do carbs have the least amount of energy stores, but high levels of carbohydrates function to increase insulin production of the body. The increased insulin would then result to a decrease in glucose levels in the blood, thus, less glucose can be converted into energy and excess carbs would only be stored as fat. This is certainly not what a board taker who will have to stay up all night to review every night would want to happen for a duration of three or more months.

A diet rich in brain foods is highly advisable. Brain foods include those with low glycemic index such as whole grains (e.g. brown cereals, wheat bran, whole grain bread), high levels of omega-3 fats (e.g. soya bean oil, and oily fishes such as tuna, salmon and sardines), lycopene and antioxidants which help to improve memory (e.g. tomatoes, blueberries, nuts), and vitamins, specifically, vitamin B12, which is known as the vitamin for the nerves. The fatty acids that can be derived from omega-3 help to strengthen synapses within the brain, thus helping to sharpen memory. While antioxidants regulate oxidative stress, which destroys brain cells. This stress is a result of the body's metabolism (i.e. conversion of glucose to energy, resulting to the release of free radicals in the body). Antioxidants block these free radicals from entering and accumulating in the brain. So, it means to say that it won't hurt to eat a handful of nuts and drink a cup of tea for your snack when you're feeling hungry than binging on an order or 2 of fast food.

I know it might sound impossible, but trying to squeeze in a few minutes of exercise, maybe 2 to 3 times a week, into your schedule is also advisable. Exercise helps release our body's endogenous "feel good" hormones, our endorphins, which would indeed help us feel more relaxed and focused on studying. Not to mention, since anxiety is probably taking its toll on your body, you might start to realize that you're being constipated as a result. Exercise helps to increase metabolism and improve digestion. Thus, by exercising, you hit three birds with one stone: physical fitness, relief of anxiety and a more sound mind and body for studying.

In my three months of review, all of us, maybe, except for one friend of mine who was dieting during our review, gained a few pounds or so. It may be attributable to the combination of stress, lack of exercise and improper diet. There even came a time when the saying, "you gained some," became ordinary to hear. So I suggest, if you would like to maintain a fit body, follow the two tips aforementioned.

Mentally
Mentally, there would come a time during the review when you feel like you can no longer take in any bit of information; like if you could describe your brains' memory capacity, it feels as if it is critically running low. So another tip for the boards is that you have to be able to choose to study only those that are deemed necessary --- or as they call it, only those that are "boards sensitive."

Remember: You can't know everything, and, you don't have to.

The board exams may get as factual as the Guinness book of world records, but let's face it, your brain cells can only store as much, unless you've started memorizing all of your books (in my case, physical medicine and rehabilitation books such as De Lisa, O'Sullivan, and Braddom), not to mention your notes and handouts, since your first day in college. But by then, come board exams, you'll be too knowledgeable that even the most basic and the simplest of questions would rattle you out.

Yes, the board exams may sometimes seem like a quiz bee; with questions seemingly taken from the moon. But that doesn't in itself mean that you have to know everything that's ever written. Perhaps, let me rephrase it --- you need only know those that are essential. Take into consideration the different kinds of information: (let's use this example to better illustrate the differences of each information --- taking a medicine/drug for diabetes mellitus type 1) 

3. Nice to Know: these are pieces of information that you may or may not know because they are too factual or sometimes too 'specific'/'technical'. You may read it for leisure, but you don't really have to digest the information. For example (refer to the aforementioned situation), in my case, in occupational therapy, you need not know the exact details as to the chemical reactions when one drug is administered in the body, i.e. how a molecule complex binds to a specific alpha blah blah receptor and cleaves 2 molecules of ATP blah blah. But you may want to know number 2.

2. OK to Know: these are chunks of information that are related to those topics that you need to know by heart. In other words, these are supplemental information on the main topics of your course. For example, if I were studying the physiology of drug metabolism (in relation to number 3), I'd have to know where administered drugs are metabolized (i.e. liver - the specific part of the body that metabolizes the drug orally administered so that it may be transformed into a form that may be absorbed by the body so that it will be able to exert its effect), but I need not know "how much mole of energy, or kcal of something is needed to break away a molecule of something to attach to something to move from the plasma to the liver and back, and etc" --- that's information number 3. Get what I mean? But what you really should know is number 1.

1. Must Know: these are the bulks of information that one should be armed with before taking any exam. Most of the time, it consists of the basic principles or the essentials that form the foundations of each practice. For example, it is a must that therapists be knowledgeable on the effects, precautions and major side-effects of drugs administered to patients with DM 1 so that therapists are guided on their decision making regards the intervention that they would provide, as well as to the actions that they would take to prevent or alleviate such adverse side effects during therapy sessions.

See the difference? Take into mind these three kinds of information so as to conserve brain cells, and to not let precious memory space go to waste. Some lecturers would not advise this technique, i.e. "choosing" topics. But this is the reality of the board exams, with too little time and memory capacity,  and too much information to read, sometimes, we've no choice but to choose.
And if the time comes that you really do have to choose, I say, 'choose intelligibly'.


Choosing intelligibly simply means that you don't just disregard a topic because it's hard to understand or because it's too complex; sometimes, that's actually where you really have to focus. Choosing intelligibly means that you choose the topics based on those that have recently surfaced as questions/topics on the previous board exams --- and that's how it becomes 'boards sensitive.' 

So, you see, it's not just during elections when you can get to say, "choose wisely!"

Emotionally
If you have friends, and you decided to stay in one apartment during the review season, I suggest that each and every one of you keep in mind that during the preparation for the boards, everyone is high on hormones.

Meaning to say, it should be the responsibility of each and every one of you to ALWAYS, and I really mean, ALWAYS be sensitive and understanding. It is because there are only 2 seasons in a person's life (or only 1 if you're a male) in which his/her hormones are in overdrive: one is during pregnancy, and the other is during the boards season. Yes, think of it as if you are all pregnant. This can only mean one thing --- HYPERSENSITIVITY.

Talking from experience, this hypersensitivity has 2 roads.

1. Nega-Hypersensitive: super sensitive in a way that even the tiniest or minutest detail can make a person cry, laugh, or feel only-God-knows-what for reasons only-God-knows-why. As I've been emphasizing since the beginning of this article, the board exams is an agent of change, it may make your friendship stronger than ever, and or it can help you make new connections even with those you least expect. But, just like every continuum, it has a down side, the boards can also break bonds. It is sad that during this time, friends may turn on each other only because of even the tiniest and pettiest of misunderstandings. So I suggest that you be number 2...

2. Positive-Hypersensitive: super sensitive in a way that you try to notice the slightest change in mood or the minutest response to an action or conversation --- or notice just ANY REACTION/RESPONSE to anything at all and then, be understanding. For you may never know, that simple "ok" response to a joke you usually say to each other may have actually meant, "f*** you." And this could go on and on, until it accumulates, and keep on accumulating... until one day it blows up in all of your faces.
As much as possible, try not to spark ANY fire. You would never, in your wildest dreams, want ANY kind of drama during the boards. The boards is enough drama as it is.
So be hypersensitive - positively!

Spiritually
Of course, in every battle, one must always be armed with this one thing --- FAITH.
Faith is taking the first step forward even if one doesn't see the staircase.
One cannot go into battle without faith. During this season, all kinds of your energy may be drained, but never should your faith in God be drained. For in the end, this is the only weapon that we have. We may have the best teachers, the best review center, the best reviewers, all the comfort foods, the best study place and buddies, etc, but if it is not the will of God, we will fail the board exams. In the end, it is only our faith in Him that would suffice. Atheists wouldn't understand, they'd say that we write our own destinies. Yes, that's true. But it is still in His hands in which we try to write. And when Thy hands move, the only thing that we can do is to follow.

The boards is not just a season of studying from sunrise until sunset. It is also a season of prayer and faith. For it is already but a blessing that your body did not fall ill during the review, or that you have family and friends who support you, or that you are enrolled in a review center where they teach you songs, and techniques; every blessing should be noted and thanked for.

There is a saying, which I think every student should know even for at least once in their life, and it goes like this:


Faith should not be equated to fear. It is okay to feel anxious and nervous before the boards. But one should not fear. We may not know what the future holds, but knowing Who holds the future makes a great difference. So study hard, but pray harder!

During my time, we dedicated one day to visit different churches where we said our little prayers of hope, wrote short petitions for our families and for our future, and lit candles asking for His light. Some of the churches we visited were Quiapo and Baclaran churches, St. Jude at Mendiola's Place, St. Therese in Mayon St., one church in Legarda, St. Claire near LRT Katipunan station, and Our Lady of Good Voyage in Antipolo. We even had a pilgrimage to visit Our Lady of Manaoag in Pangasinan after the board exams. One can also pray novenas such as that of St. Jude or Padre Pio's. One need not have a hard copy, for I didn't. I only searched the net. I found one site that has many prayers for the board taker. You may check it by clicking the link.



So you see, the board exams season is no season to be taken lightly. It is not only just a key to being able to practice your chosen profession, but also a means to be able to achieve a sense of fulfillment. For passing the boards with a national passing rate of 40% is really something, and it means a lot not only to you but most importantly, to your parents or to whomever supported you and your studies for God knows how many long years. This blog cannot even do justice to the weight of the boards. So for every board taker out there, I salute you.
At the moment, passing the boards may feel like it's your everything, but try to bear in mind, that this is not who you are. It is merely but a part of you.
After you have understood this, I hope that you'll feel better and that it eases your anxiety even for a bit. Because that is the reality, passing the boards is a huge blessing, even bigger if you topped it. But failing it doesn't mean it's the end of the world. We may not understand 'why?' now, but someday, we will. For if there is something I've learned about failing, it's that it helps us to learn how to pick ourselves up and rise again --- Life, after all, isn't failure-free.


'Til my next nobelablog, xo

-KESO, OTRP


References:
Afaghi, A. et. al. (2007). High glycemic-index carbohydrate meals shorten sleep onset. The American Journal of Clinical Nutrition, vol. 85; pp. 426-430.
http://www.bbcgoodfood.com/howto/guide/10-foods-boost-your-brainpower

Friday, April 12, 2013

Different Circumstances


I look at my room...

And I panicked at the time on my clock. It read nearly 6am. I'm supposed to be walking for school and am supposed to have already bought my lunch for my fieldtrip. So I gathered all my things in a hurry and went to set out for a journey. It's Saturday, and it's the 14th of February. Though it is still the wee hours of the morning, people are starting to emerge from the streets of Dangwa, carrying flowers. I was on high spirits since you don't always get to have a field trip when you are in RS. It is a trip towards a day of meditation and reflection with God, towards Monasterio de Tarlac, for our Theology subject organized by Ma'am Q. I went straight to the meeting place without stopping to buy my lunch since I was scared that I might be left behind by the bus. As I arrived, there was only a handful of my classmates on board the bus. I was actually disappointed because I didn't get to buy my lunch just to hurry to the meeting place. So I decided to go buy lunch. However, Ma'am Q already arrived so I can no longer go because she's already instructing us to board the bus. So I've no choice but to board and find a nice place to sit with my friends. The day went on, we arrived there at around lunch time. Good thing my friends packed up enough lunch for us to share. We had our liturgy, a time for medication, and picture taking. Then we went to our classmate's home in Tarlac, where we had some snacks. We then headed back towards UST and arrived there at around 9pm, I think. When I got home, I made myself smile so that I'll show my date that I'm not too tired to go out on a dinner date... with her. I opened our room, and my sister was singing and listening to her cellphone's radio.

I said, "Let's go eat dinner."

We went out to McDonald's Lacson. And as a gift for my sister, I paid the bill. We took out and decided to eat our simple Valentine's dinner at home.


(BSFAM photo (with me at the middle) taken at Monasterio de Tarlac) 

I look at my room...

And I see my stuff scattered in my sister's bed. My cellphone rang, it is 2 in the morning. My sister just sent me a text message.

"Where are you? Aren't you going to fetch me?"

I keyed in a short response, "On my way."

This has been me and my ate's situation ever since last year. I sort of wanted to fetch her from work every time her shift ends, either very late in the evening or very early in the morning. I went out of my room and told our land lady that I'll be going out to fetch my sister (even though we aren't allowed to go out during late hours). Upon hearing that I'm going out, my dorm-mates decided to come with me, because an opportunity to go out at the wee hours of the morning is once in a bluemoon, and besides, it is the morning of the V Day. Dangwa, where the gate where I'll fetch my sister, will be flooded with people who would want to buy flowers earlier and not get the hassle to buy it later during the day. It would be a sight to see; all the flowers and their fragrances, and the faces of the people who would want to buy them for their beloved: a sight that is once in a bluemoon indeed... So we all went out, regardless of the reaction of our land lady. And what we saw was just like what we imagined. The energy was too much that even though you're not one of those persons who'll look forward to this day, you'll get your spirits high up. And feel something good inside yourself... Then we fetched my sister, and after taking a short look around, we went home...



I look at my room...

And I look at my cellphone's clock. It reads 6am. I forced myself to get out of bed and get ready for school. Somehow, I feel down in the dumps just thinking of what's in store for me today; I've got two 7am quizzes in Occupational Therapy 3, two paperworks, and one powerpoint presentation due today. It pains me to go to school and go through this day, to think that today's the 14th of February. Ugh. How I dread this day.  My sister's abroad and unlike the other two F-14ths that I've had for the last two years, this year, I ain't in a high spirit. It's like energy's been drained from me. Two years ago, it wasn't like this. But times have changed, time continues to change everything, and the circumstances are different. And what you'll learn is that life goes on, and it isn't going to stop for anybody; that everyday,

it's funny that nothing changes, but when we look back, everything has... 

And we can only hope that they do for the better. I guess what's new with me this time of the year is that I have learned to trust, hope, and believe that everything happens in accordance with His plans.

I look at my room... sigh, and get back to work.

- LMG

I wrote this last V-day 2011 to honor time and the change that accompanies it.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Then and Now


Change is the only thing constant in this world. It is inevitable. We humans go through this long and arduous process all throughout our lifetime. Sometimes, we do so painfully and sometimes hap’ly, but nonetheless, with equal significance.

I am the kind of person with an “a-lot-of-things-happen-in-one-minute, what-more-in-a-lifetime?” attitude. So for twenty years, give or take a few, I can say that a lot has definitely changed.

‘Watch’ Out

As I think all of us would agree, every childhood won’t be complete without each of our own all-time favorite cartoons or anime. Animax, Disney Channel, and Cartoon Network among many others, were the channels that, I’m sure at least at one point in everyone’s childhood, dominated our television hours. Powerpuff Girls, Pokemon, Dragon Ball, Detective Conan, and let’s not forget the famous classic fairytales, such as Snow White, Cinderella, Pocahontas, etc, were definitely our choice of ‘must watch’. We would gladly lend our eyes and ears to endless stories of magic, fantasy, fairies, Santa Claus, angels, or even the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.






I was like this until change changed me. I started to shift my interest to sports, such as volleyball and lawn tennis, and to almost all of National Geographic’s segments during high school. Then I began to like romantic comedies, mysteries, science fictions, fictions, action, suspense/thriller, and books-turned-into-movies/TV series kinds of genre during my freshmen year in college. I started becoming bored with cartoons; out of the blue, I could no longer stand Tom and Jerry’s endless cat and mouse chase that never really quite gets to the chase. Suddenly, I can no longer bear watching television with only the cartoon channel on for one whole day. It’s either I switch to History, National Geographic, ETC, Star World, or AXN. I didn’t quite get to notice it immediately, but during my junior year, after not watching any kind of animated drawings for about a year, I knew that I have changed.





Now, I only watch movies like Despicable Me, UP, Cars, etc, and would seldom watch any cartoons on TV. But don’t get me wrong. I did not become a person who hates the cartoons I used to watch. I still do love them, it’s just that now, I pretty much would not want to watch them or they aren’t exactly at the top of my ‘must watch’ anymore. Probably, when there’s no choice, I would. Besides, there’s always going to be that kid-at-heart thing in my vocab.




Chow-then

Do you know Cartoon Network’s Chowder? It is a cartoon about a young aspiring chef, Chowder, who is being trained by another chef, Mung. It is a really funny show. Anyway, I told you that because in the show, there was also some cooking done. And speaking of cooking and taste for food, drastic won’t even describe how this also changed over the years.

When I was just a kid, I was like one of the thinnest kids in school, literally. I don’t really fancy eating breakfast. Let’s face it, waking up early to eat and spend my precious sleeping time doing such was not really my thing. I was never really a morning person, I was shall we say, ‘nocturnal’. So back then, I don’t really eat much, like, I only get to eat for about 15 minutes and then that’s it. I easily get satiated. I eat so few food each meal that at times my mom would have to call one of my aunties who scared the hell out of me back then and she would make me eat. I was really not hungry most of the time and I was a really picky eater. I don’t know why, but it’s like food didn’t even appeal to me at all.

But now, look how grown up my belly, I mean, my appetite’s become! I eat 4 major meals a day not to mention the snacks I take in between breakfast and lunch as well as during midnight. And what’s worse is that I eat the heaviest meal during dinnertime and not much during breakfast.
Before, I used to eat only chicken and pork and very few types of veggies. But now, it’s like I can eat anything as long as it satisfies my taste buds. Not to mention the junk food and the guilty pleasures introduced to my ever-widening food-I-love-to-eat cognitive map.

Hangout

As a child, this would have meant going out into the streets and playing non-stop with other kids of the neighborhood until my parents call me for dinner. As a teenager, this would have meant sleepovers on a friend’s house for movie night or just endless chatting, road trips to random places, or food trips to affordable guilty pleasures.


But as a young adult, three things have managed to be equated to such: (a) having a pig-out night plus watching movie either alone or with family/friends, (b) having booze with friends plus sometimes with great food, or (c) having a good few or, if I’m lucky, more hours of under-the-covers-sound sleep.




Yes, my leisure time nowadays include me just unmoved within the confines of my room either sleeping, watching movie while munching food, or surfing the internet. I’ve become the boring person I've thought of and was scared of becoming when I was still a kid. But hey, on very rare occasions, my besties and I would go out and have random road trips, end up having a sleepover or booze at a condo, or watching random movies at home or in cinemas. Going to the mall has never  really been my thing, but I definitely love to shop whenever it’s Christmas season since I really love to buy things for people and for myself. But I do not consider  shopping as a regular thing.

Outlook on the Opposite Sex

Being kids, we used to hate each other, it used to be a world between girls with their ponies and Barbie dolls, and boys with their toy guns and gameboys. We have these imaginary solid walls between such worlds. But as time passed, one wall eventually started cracking after another revealing the shy beauties of one world and the gentle toughness of the other. Crushes begin to blossom and butterflies start fluttering in thy stomachs.



By the time we’ve reached our teenage years, crushes would have been one of the ‘it’ things-to-do. Having someone chase after you and shower you with sugarcoated words and material things isn’t too bad after all. Besides, it’s the nature of human beings; neither can live without the other.

But as I reached college, it felt like forming more serious relationships than just those borne out of intimate love. We start forming serious friendships that will last a lifetime. Of course, there are times that we don’t settle just for friendship, and thus, develop a deeper sense of understanding and relating to each other. But I’d go more for companionship than just being the girlfriend or a guy’s girl. This section may have been a bit senseless, but I just can’t put into words my explanation.

Happiness

I used to equate happiness with money. I believed that everything would have gone smoothly in life if only one has money to buy ice cream. But as years went by, life happened. I learned that it’s not the money that makes us happy; it’s what the notion of being satisfied with whatever we have at present that does. It’s not about the money and most of the time, it’s what the money can do. But take away all those, and go back to the time that money wasn’t the main focus and goal of life, maybe we’ll realize that it’s the simple things that bring happiness. Doesn’t one saying, “sometimes, even the best things in life are free” ring a bell?

So you see, it’s insane how change creeps up on us and slaps us in the face. There are still a lot of areas to consider where changes have made huge impact. But as for now, these are the things that I think matter to me and thus, deserved to be discussed. I’m pretty sure a lot of you can also think of other things about yourselves; things that have greatly evolved through the years. We might find it scary when we realize how different things are from before when everything was just as simple as learning ABCs. But sometimes we’ll also realize that maybe change is exactly what we need.

Isn't it funny how everyday, nothing changes? And yet when we do look back, everything actually has.

- Keso

Monday, July 2, 2012

Goals Do Change



21 April 2012

"Sometimes we fight for something only to discover by the time we get it, our goals have changed."

- GG, 3x19
 

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